Slowing the Wake
Lyrics
Verse 1
I pretend, with artificial smiles and appeasing responses
to be O.K., getting on with living
When I get in the path of a memory stream, a turbulent jolt,
a brief moment of joy, sadness unforgiving
I don’t want to let go of any memories, let them roam free;
I need to find a way so they don’t consume me
Chorus
I am living, or trying to live, in your wake, and it’s hard
Failing to maneuver your wake effect, for my heart, no regard
In the face of a sudden illness, with certain death
your unwavering faith gave us strength, until your last breath
Your wake strikes without warning, always a direct hit
The curse of finding real love – learn to live on without it
Verse 2
We met while she was helping someone from falling
I was drawn to help, an unusual calling
I opened up to her with feelings that had been under protection
Conversation evolved – a deep, loving connection
She saved me from a self-centered life of emptiness
We built a new life together, she saw in me goodness
Chorus
I am living, or trying to live, in your wake, and it’s hard
Failing to maneuver your wake effect, for my heart, no regard
In the face of a sudden illness, with certain death
your unwavering faith gave us strength, until your last breath
You wake strikes without warning, always a direct hit
The curse of finding real love – learn to live on without it
Bridge
Sometimes I feel I hit your wake at maximum speed,
And my heart breaks into fragments,
each special memory; please slow it down – I plead
Verse 3
How do I keep the memories, and filter out some of the pain; some of the pain
How do I quarantine, re-start my life, before I go insane? before I go insane?
Can there be another?; can’t lose again
For these questions, I kneel for your guidance and await your answer
Coda
She fueled a light of goodness deep within my soul,
Her loss from my life, is taking such a toll;
She said she will find me when my time comes to pass on and we will be together, in the life beyond |